7/01/2010 @ 6:37 PM

I've migrated elsewhere. If you still wanna read my posts, come ask me for the url. (:

6/18/2010 @ 1:11 PM

放手　放开所有　彼此更自由
放手　其实我绝非爱得不够
放手　豁出所有　还有这个好友
已经　已经足够

放手　我的牵挂　找不到尽头
放手　期望你幸福什么都有
也许　爱很深厚　然而我早看得透
放手　至可拥有

《爱不疚》　林峰

我想，我真的该放手了。
这样下去，伤害的不止是你跟我，连我们之间的友情也会被伤害。
不是说好要做永远的朋友吗？
所以，我应该放手。
我会狠下心来，不会再让你动摇我放手的决心。
求你，别再这样折磨我了。

5/29/2010 @ 6:25 PM

Wow, the last time I blogged was like 8 days ago. Quite a lot of things happened during these 8 days, but I guess let's just fast forward to thurs onwards. (:

Oh! Before I forget, a short note: I have busted my sms limit this month, so try not to sms me, call me instead. (: It'll be greatly appreciated, tyvm. (:

The gp paper on thursday was like...-smacks forehead-. I should have studied, I kinda regret it now. I just hope I can get a sub-pass. I'll be happy enough! That essay was total bullshit! I hope the marker wouldn't read it and commit suicide or something. :p Well, after the paper I had to go for chinese oral. Lao shi said I was fine, but I needed to work on my conversational skills. She told me to go practise talking to myself. Like LOL, talking to myself?!?!?!?! I can't believe her larrh! Thereafter I went to lot 1 with esther, min xuan, gina and ruiqi. We ate delifrance! We had quite a lot of fun in there, after I blacklisted people with extreme short-termed memories. :p Then we just walked around. We actually went to the library eh! Hahahaha! I borrowed a few books, and felt absolutely delighted cause I can finally start reading again. :D

Friday was just plain boring. I cultivated my habit of napping during evenings again. :p

Well, today was generally ok-ish. I went for rachel(my 6-year-old niece)'s birthday party. Grabbed the food, and just sat at some corner. After I finished eating I stoned. Sounds boring? Yeah, I know. But seriously, what do you expect a 16+++ girl to do at a 6 year old's party? Run around and scream just like they(the other kids who are about her age) did? NO WAY!

Right. I've finished reading cecelia ahern's where rainbows end♥♥♥ and PS, I Love You. I know, I know. A little bit too late to start but at least I've finished them now! (: I really really loved reading where rainbows end. :D Rosie and Alex are so cute! At least when they were young. :p I have the urge to run to the library and borrow all of cecelia ahern's books now. Hmmm. Maybe I should. (:

Alright then, until I recall any other interesting things about what I've did for the past 8 days, toodles people! (: Enjoy the june hols. We deserve this break. (:

5/21/2010 @ 12:43 AM

Look at the time! Yes, I am still online, doing some retarded gp essay. Actually I think ms eliyah really wldn't help much, we don't really have the foundation to begin with. She's just trying to build stuff on like erm, sand. ~~Or even air for some people.~~ I'm failing next week's gp mye in the first place. At the most retain larrh, I don't care liao.

We did some mcq quiz thingy during bio. I swear I didn't study! But my results were still beyond my expectations and well, guess I offended some people. /: But nvm, I laughed all of that away. Vi was so funny! I laughed so much my stomach hurt.

I went to pay public homage to Dr Goh Keng Swee on behalf of my sch today, left chem lecture a little less than halfway(HEHEHEHEHE). The parliament house is awesome! It's so cool. :D But it's meant to be an solemn event so I couldn't admire the place much. We(the student representatives) just went up in a orderly manner and bowed thrice to him. No offense, but I was quite spooked. I'm still spooked now, thanks to a certain somebody who sent me a really gross sms describing...wdv. I don't want to recall anymore. Urgh.

Did the chem test after that(I'm ~~failing~~ for sure! :p). And stayed to accompany ruilin until about 6.40/6.50 sth? And went home for dinner(can soup! WTH?!?!) and just did about nth, which is why I'm still awake now. :p

Good morning people! (: I hope I get to sleep soon. ):

Labels: Atypical school day

5/19/2010 @ 10:26 PM

Here's for all members of the 38 club.

I love our club! :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

You girls are so cool to hang out with, and I really have a lot of fun with you all. :D

Let's work hard together ok! We can do this! We will own A's. :D

@ 10:13 PM

I'm here, blogging when I shld be studying for the bio quiz and chem test tmr. :p but wdv larrh, I don't give a damn. Hee. (:

School was quite normal today, but Wednesdays are almost always boring. I had 3 hours of econs today ok. Damn sian lorrh! But I like Mdm Chong, seriously. (:

Chinese was rather...crappy today? But I laughed quite a bit in the beginning. :p Lao shi told us the story about the egg, carrot and coffee beans. I've heard it a gazillion times already! /: But, I guess I got to give her effort for trying. All I did during pe was encourage ruilin while she was doing her 5 items. She's seriously damn cute larrh. Hahahaha. (:

I wore my neon green pullover again! I love love love love that pullover! :D

Debate was quite slack today, it was just gerald teaching us the 6 theories and giving us some style tips. Reductioadabsurdum. Cheem? :D Hahahaha, I can pronounce it right now! Had some difficulty at first. :p

Went for dinner at mos burger with kesmeen after that, we talked quite a bit. No actually, she was the one talking most of the time. :p I've always thought I excel better at listening as compared to speaking. Thanks to her, it struck me that the reason why I'm slacking off again is because I lost my motivation! I shall work hard to find it back! I shall be hardworking again. I shall I shall I shall!

Saw ben at the bus stop after when I was going home, and I talked to him for a bit. Then I reached home, and facebooked until now. Oh dear.

Guess I better go study. Gosh. I really don't feel like it. :p

Labels: Typical school day.

5/18/2010 @ 9:47 AM

Yes, this is the second time I'm sick this month. My awesome immune system, where did you go? I don't fall sick often ok, sigh. It just so happens someone else is sick and absent too, but hey people, don't read too much into it. We were not anywhere close to each other on sunday ok, neither would we be today. So have fun in sch, and don't waste your brain cells thinking about lame things. (:

Ytd the teachers in sch were all quite pms-y. And I was quite sick, wearing my neon green pullover almost everywhere in this heat. I love that pullover♥

Ms ng was being so...urgh, Idk how to describe it. Seeing her face ytd made me feel like stoning. :p Some guy must have done sth to her over the weekend or sth, she picked on the guys ytd, and was quite lenient towards the girls. Hmmm. Strange. Ms wen was so angry ytd, and sadly, I'm one of the causes. ): I feel so bad larrh! Sigh. But I really can't bring myself to touch that stupid practical. Can someone pls forge my handwriting and do it for me? ):

I shld sleep, I really shld. I ironed clothes till like 11.30 ytd ok, then spent forever washing up dishes. == I'm so going to employ a helper in the future. Sniff sniff. I shld go to the polyclinic right now, but I don't feel like moving. == I'm going to waste so much of my time waiting. Sigh, but I guess there's no point complaining. Maybe I shld go to the library later. It's been some time since I actually sat down and read a book. I used to do that so often. The only books I'm reading now are textbooks. == Sheesh. I have no life man. :p

Right, guess I better go.

5/16/2010 @ 4:54 PM

[Edit] I better get back to studying dna! :O

Scroll to the picture right at the bottom and start upwards from there. (:

That's the last of it!

It leaves a nutty taste in my mouth. Hmmm.

Bakerzin macaron! Idk what's the flavour though. :p Tastes not bad.

Ok, maybe you people can't see that well, but my shorts design got imprinted on the chair, HAHAHAHAHA.

No more cake! :p

1/4 left...

Approximately 1/2 left...

Same cake, side view. (:

Bakerzin chocolate amer cake. Delish! :DDD Bird's eye view.

BAKERZIN♥

A quote from the bakerzin menu. I totally agree! Sigh, I'm so going to get fat.

He looks retarded! He told me to take a picture of him u know, then my camera took too long and he cldn't keep his face cute anymore...:p

Full body length picture!

Rayson playing with his army.

One of his "soldiers".

Rayson is going to war!

Haagen Dazs belgium chocolate ice-cream! :DDDDDDD

The two monsters, playing their psps.

Labels: Pictures

5/15/2010 @ 10:46 PM

WHAT is my problem?

WHY can't I sit down and do work properly?!

WHY?!?!?!

HOW am I supposed to get into medicine if I continue like this?!

I think I'm on the verge of pulling my hair out.

I only have 6 hours of sleep a day(on average). Perhaps even lesser. Someone asked me how I can survive with so little sleep. Actually, Idk either.

I am never going to sacrifice my sleep for stupid tutorials or practical corrections or wdv crappy hw. I won't.

Just stop piling hw on me! Damn it.

Hang in there people! We can do this!

Jia you jia you jia you jia you! Not working!

screw medicine. I doubt I'll get in anyway.

[Edit] Unscrew medicine. It's not their fault. Oh, and I didn't get shot. :p

Labels: Rants

@ 4:36 PM

I woke up with severe calf muscle(is it the hamstring?)cramps this morning. Like OMG, it hurt so bad. If I rmbr correctly, this is the 2nd time this happened. :p

Weile wanted to meet at macs this morning. I woke up, with the stupid muscle cramp and just didn't feel like moving. Cause it seriously hurt like mad. So in the end, I didn't meet them and went to sch on my own. Then we had the panorama thingy, and since they ran out of many tiles, today was quite slack. (: Good thing. :D There was like free chicken cutlets from the western food stall today, but I didn't want to eat that. :p so gina, esther, ruiqi and I went to macs. (:

No wait, the main point of today's post is-my parents are officially gone. Overseas. And I have 1 week alone with my sister. I'll have to cook my own dinner, iron my own clothes, etc etc. Sigh. Don't tell me I'm spoilt. I admit I'm spoiled to a certain extent. :p

I'm spending the weekend at my aunt's house. It's almost like paradise man. There's wii here, haagen daaz ice-cream here, a big tv here, basically just everything I want. :D I doubt I can get much hw done here, but I'll try anyway. :p I'm going home tmr. Hopefully my cousin wldn't use his iron man figurine and shoot me with his missiles again. == No weilin, I'm not a minah(or however u spell this).

Alright, guess that's all for now. My cousin is currently sleeping. I'll update again later. Perhaps I wldn't get shot at? :O

5/14/2010 @ 9:34 PM

After about more than a year, I'm finally going to start blogging again. (: Look here debbie! I AM BLOGGING. Right right right, many things happened in this past year or so. I'm in jc now. My L1R5 sucked like crazy, but wdv. I've moved on. Ok, maybe not. Just let me rant some more here. Getting back the slip and seeing (almost) all B's is seriously quite saddening. Like damn it, I'm supposed to be a A1 student for bio man! But I knew deep down I screwed that paper up. So, I guess I shldn't be shocked. Bleh, wdv. Just can't get over the bio grade, that's all. So sorry ms ng! ): 我很对不起你。我辜负了你的期望，实在对不起。): Ok, I officially proclaim I'm over my L1R5 disappointment. I shall not rake it up anymore.

Yes people, I'm in PJC. Oh, you dunno where it is? That's normal, don't worry. It's tucked away in some ulu corner. But at least the environment there is ok. I worried for nth. (: I am getting used to guys, but not yet. Not quite yet. Hey 4M, and all my friends from mg, I hope you girls are doing fine. :D Jia you people! We can make it through this crappy education system. If you desperately need someone to talk to, you can always call me. Or sms me even. I can't guarantee I'll pick up at the first ring, I mean, I do have lessons, but I'll try my best. (:

I just realised how cheena I was in the past. :p But hey, get used to it man. (: This school really values punctuality. I had to go for detention today because I was late, thrice. At least I didn't have to do "slave labour". I wonder what was going thru my classmate's mind when he mentioned slave labour. Hmmm. So they made me move some benches and cages along the grand stand. Fine. Then I had to do reflection. O: I wrote so much bullshit the person supervising smiled while he read it. Ok, let me give you an excerpt from my very nice reflection: "After all this, I've realised the importance of punctuality. It is a value I should incorporate into my daily life. It would make me a better person. I shall wake up earlier and not be late anymore." You must be thinking, what bullshit. Yes, it is bullshit. The person was freaking amused. :p Tralalala, I'm in 10S03, my subject combi(like come on, stop asking already!) is BCME. Or rather, for you people who don't understand: H2-Bio(DUH, I want an A for this, damn it! Grrr.), Chem(someone save me!) and math(I know right, the math retard taking H2 math) and H1 econs(I'm going to get 0/20 for today's case study test. Shit.).

My classmates are nice folks. :D Well, at least the ones I've gotten to know. :p My english standard is going downhill! Sigh. I'm sorry, Mrs Thomsett. Strangely, I miss her lessons.

Oh, talking about thomsett, it brings to mind my teachers in PJC. I have a young teacher for bio! But she's only going to be here till sept. Like her! But, some classmates of mine(uh-hmmm) just love to find faults with her pronunciation. So be it! Not like you speak perfectly also right. Oops. :O Oh btw people who still dunno, I'm taking chinese again. Yeah, I'm crazy. I was happy at first. Then my form teacher(CT, WDV!) left and I got stuck with another teacher, and unfortunately, she sucks. Yes, I always like the original lao shis better. You know what I mean, the combined chinese class of 3/4M and 3/4I. Or at least, joan, tham, ze, michy and min. When I sit in chinese class now, I facebook. Or just stone. Lao shi has just decided she would remember my name cause I'm 2nd in class for the ce yan. WDV! The school has some free network thingy, since I'm paying for the facilities I might as well fully utilise it right? :p My chem teacher arhh? Don't make me talk abt it. Let's move on. Math teacher? He gets really cute haircuts HAHAHAHAHA! He's good. But he's in the discipline comm, and he loves to pick on students in those merit sport ccas(oh the irony, when he's one of the teachers-in-charge of one of them...). I like him though. I believe he can help me pass math. No, I'm not hinting anything of any sort. I'm not talking about Mr Lee ok. Ooh damn, I miss his lame-ness. ): PRISM BREAK! HAHAHAHA. I'll rmbr tt one forever. :D My econs teacher is nice, she's just quite scary when provoked. :p Oh, I'm sorry ms foo! I'm going to get 0 for my case study test. ==

This post is way too long. I shall carry on next time. (: Ciao people!

1/16/2009 @ 10:26 PM

WE ARE HAVING A HOLIDAY FOR GOOD O LEVEL RESULTS! :D

It's the weekend again! Tt means no sch, a lot of hw, and lots of cny goodies to try. l: We had spelling bee today! As I cldn't really spell I cldn't earn much points for my grp. ]: Lalalalala, I'm wondering when my sanity will just not be on the rocks but fly away. xP I have some kind of sudden realisation, how come the rest of the sch gets o level results off day when it's the sec 4s who are working and not them?!?! Nvm, it'll be their turn soon. xP Hai, it's my last last last last yr at mg. P6 didn't really feel like farewell, though I did feel sad and stuff but it didn't feel real. Now, it'll be real, so real. Hai. It'll be my last yr wearing the mg uniform to sch, and my last yr being in an all girls' sch. ]: I'm dreading going to sch with guys, seriously. I like being in a sch filled with girls, well I hope I adapt fast enough to jc life with guys. But thinking back on how long I took to adjust to sec 1 and 3 life, I doubt I'll adapt quickly. xP So I guess I shall just have to be some anti-social person then. Oh well.

1/09/2009 @ 5:02 PM

I'm glad the week's over, it's been passing by really slowly.

7/13/2008 @ 7:21 PM

Lalalala, I'm back to post. [: hmmm, new sch term, learning new things, but it's still kinda stressful hah. Just screwed up performance class, got a c. ]: Oh yeah, in case u all still don't know, there's a guitar, string, and handbell concert this sunday! And a choir concert on the 15th of august. Injured my toe during pe last tues, don't really know what's wrong with it, it's still painful! And somehow my nail on tt toe looks weird. /: Bleh, being random all over again! Oh yes, I've relinked all of u folks. [; See, I am random. P: Got to eat my dinner, tata.

4/19/2008 @ 2:58 PM

Hmmmm, guess today's fine until now. [: Theory today was gd? I guess, since I didn't get scolded, I even got praised with the oh-u're-not-that-stupid-anymore. xP Just came back frm theory not long only, now using the com, later study! I dowan to fail my MYA k. Ting didn't come today, guess she has rehearsal. Got performance class coming up eh, uber scared. ]: Cause this time, there's nobody I know with me. ]: And I'm not tt ready anyway. Blah blah. I'll update again later if anything major happens. xP

@ 2:57 PM

This was supposed to be posted ytd, but wdv.

TAIWAN! I'M GOING TO TAIWAN! xD

4/17/2008 @ 5:13 PM

Uh as usual tuition sucked, but at least piano was ok. xD Seems like the brainless practicing in the mep room for half an hr before I walk over helps. I shld do tt more often. Tuition really sucks! Sigh, but I shall not quit, no matter if the people in the tuition hate me to let's say the other end of the universe. I shall not care, not anymore. They can hate me and despise me for the rest of the yr, I don't care. Sometimes I wonder, how do people find out they have tumors in their brains? If it's feeling giddy all of a sudden, the whole world seems to spin, then stops, then maybe maybe I have one in my brain. Though I think maybe I'm imagining rubbish again. [: Wdv, even if I have one, I don't know of it's existence yet, well at least I think. Bleh bleh, I'm going all paranoid. Ignore the words on the tumor. Tmr's 2.4, I foresee myself dying. I hope I can just finish it properly. Forget abt the gold, forget abt everything, I shld just run as fast as I can. No matter if I've been thinking a lot, and all those thoughts are weighing me down, I'm still running. I hope it rains, I like rain. Just make sure it isn't acid rain, I'll have holes all over my body! D: Arhh arhh, I'm being lame again. Can't help it, I'm tt lame. Hmmm, I'm posting rubbish once more. Forgive my ramblings. Forgive me, everybody whom I've injured in the past, yes I mean it, forgive me. Forgive me mich, for making u all emo during chem today, sry I was so insensitive. Forgive me k? That's it. Stop reading, cause I'm not rambling anymore. [:

I hate u physics. U make my friends upset, u make them cry.

4/15/2008 @ 6:24 PM

The long awaited update is finally here. Sry u all had to wait SO long. Today was rather fun! xD Firstly the financial literacy workshop thingy started today, and I got kicked out of Pinnacle Town, but I got $10944.47. Heehee. The geog presentation is finally over! xD Relieved. Arhh, most impt point of today's post. 5 items test! Haha. I guess I did rather well...considering I got A for all except sit and reach. I got E!!!!!!!!!! T-T WAH! That means if I don't get B for 2.4, I can't get gold!!! I want get gold this yr. :( I'll work hard! But I can't run, my legs are too short. :( I shall say how much I got for each segment, and if u want to kill me, do it when u see me. I know this is like rather ego! :x

SBJ: 182cm
Sit and reach: 30cm T-T
Sit-ups: 32 I think
IPU: 18
Shuttle run: 10.8 secs. Proudest acheivement! xD

Lalalalala, shall not go on anymore, need to bathe and eat dinner then go to tuition and suffer again. Well then, goodbye!

3/10/2008 @ 10:00 AM

Yeah I'm finally blogging, cause I got a new monitor! Woots! It's huge but nvm, I shall not go on abt it. During this season where I didn't want to post, many things happened: heritage tour, x country, etc etc. But nvm, we shall start anew! :d I shld at least post once a month right? Haha. Later must go back to sch for guitar 2-6pm eh! Hai, it's a bit long isn't it? But it's shorter than what I get every tues. Home alone again, my dad decided to go to jb for breakfast(I'm getting so freaking sick of tt place...) and I didn't want to go, cause I scared not in time to come back for guitar and so my sister went, so I have to take bus to sch later(not tt I mind, cause I take bus like almost everywhere...). Ya, then after tt must rush to tuition cause I'll be reaching there like 1 hr late cause it starts at 5. == Go there also no use, what can I do in maybe half an hour? Nvm, I shall try. Oh! Anyone knows the numbers of RAS, WENDY and SARAH MOHAN?!?! I think they're with me for the informal assesment thingy and I NEED THEM TO START CRACKING. So if any of u know their numbers, pls give me asap! Thank you. Oh and my sms is reaching it's limit, so I can't sms anyone till like the 20th of march. Awwwww. ;[

2/20/2008 @ 6:36 PM

Lalalala, tmr got 2 tests. == Ytd got milo van eh! :D I drank like 3 cups, debra drank 8 I think, or was it 10?! Guitar was quite ok, then rushed for tuition. Eating dinner halfway they suddenly call me say no tuition. == They thought I was the parent, does my voice sound like an adult's?!?! == Hmmm, then came home and did hw, revise etc. Today lessons not too bad, didn't score too badly for chem test, heng arhh. Our class so many failures, mrs lau was like really disappointed. Jia you 3m! Nxt time can do better de. [; The harmonica concert thingy, wonder if all the theory class people wld come, then it'll be like an outing! To a concert. == Oh, happy bday min! Sry I didn't get u a prezzie, I'll buy u one asap k. ]; I wonder how ting wld react when she sees the prezzie I got her. xP Hope she likes it. Piano today was ok, I got to practice more, stuck at all those staccato parts. ;[ Lalalala, better go start researching on deepavali, if not forever cannot finish. Bye people! Have a nice wk(wdv tt's left of it) ahead! :D

2/18/2008 @ 9:47 PM

Gah! Nvr ever going to do chem experiments with naphthalene(mothballs) ever again! Had severe headache and felt like puking for the whole day because of tt stupid thing. == Today mrs lau briefed us on the informal assessment thingy, and I'm the person-in-charge and also the leader for the ne team thing. Sigh, how am I supposed to do both by 25/27 March?!?! Sheesh, pls 3m, pls help me! If not I think I'll just die n feel guilty if you all get like not gd grades for the informal assessment. x_x Ok, enough complaining for now. :D Whoa, today I received a "love" letter, haha, not really declare love larrh but similar. xP Hey, I'm not as gd as u think I am u bodoh. So don't praise me like as if I'm some uber obedient angel, but thx anyway. :D Urgh, I'm still owing teachers stuff, better pass them all up. == still not very successful at my attempt to stop being lazy hah. Lalalalala, going for a concert with ting, min, debra and maybe the rest of the theory people on 1st march. Wonder how it'll turn out? But I guess it'll be gd, cause ms koh's conducting/playing. Just hope I don't fall asleep. x_x How am I supposed to get to ucc on a saturday?!?! Ack. Went to coffee bean with tham n rachel today(for lunch), n it cost me a bomb! Hai, at least I enjoyed it. I shld pamper myself in a while...xP Oh, tmr's going to be a bz day! I still need to get min's present! But I'm not free! How?!?! I'll think of sth, I hope. x_x Hmmm hmmm, just finished my heymath thingy, 10/15 not bad horrh. xP Lalalalala, bye bye.

2/14/2008 @ 9:59 PM

Ohmy! This has got to be the greatest vday ever! I feel REALLY REALLY loved today! :D Heehee, got showered with LOADS of presents today! I have nvr felt so loved before. So touched. ]; Thank u, for all ur prezzies! And even if u didn't give me one, thank u for wishing me happy vday/accepting my vday hug! :D Just uber uber happy today! :D Sry I didn't get anyone anything today! Liz, ur prezzie wld be delivered to u personally tmr k? xP K, now to post pics, to feel proud of all the <3 I received frm all of u! :D

Hmmmm, now to thank specific people. :D Thx dora for the sweet time marshmallow! Thx liz for the toblerone! Thx min for the 2 <3 sweets! Thx grace for the lovely daisy! Thx ms ng for the mars! Thx mich tan for the bag of sweets n chocs! Thx debra for the mallow blast! Thx kat for the ferraro! :D Ohmy, I just love all of u to bits, no actually I love everyone to bits. xP Thx for making me feel so loved today. I really really appreciate it. :D I like very happy today eh, very unlike me.

My cute daisy! It's so furry in the center! Ahhhhh grace I LOVE U TOO! :D Ohmy, I really feel loved! :D

2/13/2008 @ 6:34 PM

Whoa, tmr vday eh! Also temp taking. == Anyway, happy valentine's day everyone! I <3 all of u! xD Now on to sch. We had fire drill halfway during math! WOOTS. Mr lee was like going "alpha + beta =" then the alarm went off. Heehee. Tsk tsk, our whole class cheered, and mr lee said he nvr saw a sch so happy abt fire drills before. xP Erhm. Then we sat there, I stoned most of the time, debra and michelle were like poking me frm behind, haha. I bought kty's present already! Yay, so proud of myself. Now to get min's. Hmmm, what shld I get her? Oh yes, the promised eye massager, and maybe a moisturiser?!?! Maybe not. Lalala, missed ss, chinese we started doing zuo wen, it's supposed to be on whether u want to grow up. Ohmy, u know nowadays everytime I write zuo wen I feel so chim, then today keep on writer's block. == Hmmm, nvm I have till fri to pass up. I like suddenly become so smart like tt eh, dunno why. I shall not announce to the world my marks for english compre, chinese kao cha, my 1st zuo wen. Lalalala. Perhaps I really am smart, for all I know. Eh, let's continue with sch. Oh! Before I forget. Happy Bday all of u! It's ren ri today. == lame I know, but it's supposed to be like tt ok. Saw jia reading denise's bk, started reading it too. It's so nice! Going to borrow it frm denise, after jia finishes with it. Ytd tuition so funny, bcause saw these 2 girls dunno the answer I threw a note with the answer at them. Heehee, then they started writing msgs on it and passing it back to me. Haha, I made friends! ;] My whole row all the silent pple, then the rest of the class so noisy, so the teacher said those 3 over there so quiet, I like them all. Haha, I think she liked me frm day one(she praises me almost every lesson, believe it or not). Lalalala, piano today was ok. Ohmy, I'm taking the september exams, hope it doesn't fall on august again. Hmmmm. Think I gtg, whole pile of hw to do. Goodbye people! Love u all loads and happy bday! ^-^

2/06/2008 @ 8:18 PM

Hey people! Happy cny! [; So, this post is going to be abt today, n ytd i guess. Ytd first: Hmmm, last min ordered 3 flowers for 3 people. Haha, u'll know who u are when u recieve them. ^-^ Lalala, so I still had guitar, still had tuition. At least at tuition ytd I didn't get praised again. xP I know it's like weird when u don't want people to praise u, but trust me, u rather not be praised in tuition with all the people staring at u. My lao shi gave me a hongbao! With a fortune cookie, chocolate coin and sweet inside. ^-^ Tt's abt all, for ytd. Today: Went to sch, sat thru the concert, turned over the whole sch to look for someone n took bus home, slept, missed my stop and had to cross opposite to go home. == Came home, stoned, decorated the house, stoned, waxed my piano, stoned. Slept, stoned, put on a very black black face, n became more awake when I started strumming my guitar out of boredom. Lalalala, received oranges frm tham, must return her on tues. Mrs thomsett also gave us precious moments fortune cookies! Heehee, so happy. The msgs in my fortune cookies are like so weird. xP Hmmmm, maybe I shld visit the library, go borrow like 4 xiao shuos and rmbr chinese ci yus again. Seem to be suffering frm chinese verbal block these days. xP Got to sleep late again, n wake up tmr with a black black face again, go arnd to bai nian, with tt face and stuff myself to death. Hahahaha. I must eat many cashew cookies, kueh bangkit, and love letters this yr. Wahahahaha, must make my sore throat worse. xP Ok, nth much to say liao. Bye...

2/02/2008 @ 8:48 AM

Hello. ;D Ytd was fun! Ahahahahaha, not sch though. xP Hmmmm, do I look like a S person? I mean the DISC the S. I was like I in sec 1 eh, if u can even believe it. Lalala, I passed up all my math ws! Nxt nxt monday no sch![for those who don't know yet(which is rather impossible), due to our uber gd o level results, we're getting a day off sch!] So happy! ;D After sch, supposed to rush home but I took my own sweet time, so got home my aunt was quite angry with me but she nvr scold me larrh. [; Then go imm. Went to ajisan for lunch, didn't order the ramen but instead ordered some salmon set. OMG it was heavenly!!! So nice until cannot describe eh! While I was eating, I kept making those um um sounds, my sister was like: "U look like u haven't eaten in 20 days." == Eee wdv, she's just jealous. It had rice(duhh), cold tofu with sesame sauce, some purple colour appetizer, miso soup, my salmon!!!!!!!!!! and um radish in radish soup with some minced pork on it. Omo, it was just super ok. The radish so uber soft, wonder how long they cooked it for. Ok ok, I shall stop talking abt it, cause I can see pple stop reading this already. xP Ya, I also bought a new set of clothes: pink v-neck(eww the pink, the v-neck not low, i didn't want to try it anyway...) and a brown skirt(i haven't worn skirts in a long time, so I was rather uncomfortable). xP Cldn't find a pair of shoes, cause my feet are huge and somemore not all shoes fit my feet. My aunty made me try on some cute looking outfit in some shop, it's tt kind of wear shirt then got those black stripped overalls with the shorts. I tell u the shorts uber uber short lorrh, also don't dare wear out leh. Lucky nvr buy. Went for tuition, still did indices. Lalala, must go for theory later and I'm still stuck in my aunt's house with my theory bk at home and the hw inside it undone. Sigh sigh, shld be going home soon, then I can do at least 75% of my hw so not to be scolded. Can nvr predict her mood, so better to be safe larrh. Ok, this is where I shall say goodbye, and change and go home frm ang mo kio. Bye! ;]

1/31/2008 @ 8:10 PM

Oh my, so much for january. It's like so fast a month over le eh. Hmmm, january has been rather sucky, with all the hw and my embarrassing and stupid accidents, incidents and all the stress. I was particularly stressed today, cause I was uber uber blur cause tuesday sleepy, wed affected, so today also lorrh. Gahhh! At least I'm going shopping tmr with my aunt. ^-^ Hmmmm, well tt's it i guess. So much for trying to liven up my blog. xP

1/30/2008 @ 6:32 PM

Lalalalalala. Kinda bored now, so I've decided to do a quiz which is taken frm lizzy's blog, which she took frm sher. [:

About guys,Turned ON, OFF or DM (Don't matter):

Is taller than you: ON, I'm like quite short, so it's not a high expectation?
Is shorter than you: OFF.
Wears braces: dm
Dresses Preppy: ???
Dresses Ghetto: ???
Dresses Gothic: Er...off?
Has blue eyes: dm, as long as it's not contacts.
Has green eyes: "
Has hazel eyes: "
Has brown eyes: on.
Drinks alcohol: OFF.
Wears glasses: dm
Smokes: OFF.
Plays sports: dm
Smiles a lot: dm
Calls you just to say Hi: dm
Compliments you: on? sometimes bahh, I need compliments. xP
Likes to talk: dm, but he better not be as quiet as me...
Shy and quiet: "
Good dancer: dm
Wears jewelry: depends on what type bahh, but mostly off.
Smiles when you walk in the room: dm, but preferably on.
Has brown hair: dm
Black hair: on.
Has blonde hair: off.
Has red hair: off.
Makeup: Eh...OFF.
Can make you laugh at any given moment: on. ^-^
Loyal: on.
Laid back: Just not too much shld be fine. xP
Plays guitar: dm(but if he can, it's better) xP
Plays piano: "
Plays drums: "
Sing: "
He's buff: ???
Easily jealous: OFF.
Doesn't eat meat: dm
Has a tattoo: off.
Has a lip ring: off.
Tongue ring: off.
Is of a different religion: off.
Puts close friends before you: Hmmm, fine I guess. On.

Ok, time to go do hw n stop using the com. == Till I post again.

1/28/2008 @ 8:44 AM

Ahahahahahaha. I'm here to post again! Look at the time, I'm in sch! Bio teacher not here, so can go library and post! Sry, going a bit high. Being the genius tt I am, I did loads of foolish things as usual, shall not name them, too embarrassing. [: Theory was ok eh, last wk. Just felt a little left out tt's all. [: Tt's my new smiley, the mian2 qiang3 wei1 xiao4 smiley. For those who don't understand(x-X), it means forcefully smiling smiley. ^-^ Hmmmm, been studying for the math test! Hope I can ace it, hehe, then I can use the results to persuade myself tt I'm not tt stupid after all. [: Lalalalalala, been doing a lot of mian qiang wei xiao these few days. Just can't seem to smile so much anymore, guess I'm growing up(finally). Erhm, right, I don't even know what this whole post is abt. Urgh, leg pain! Guess I'm really growing old. I don't think I have progeria(excuse my spelling) right?!?! Don't think so, or I'll have died like last yr or the yr before tt, and I wld be no taller than a 4 yr old. xP I am taller than a 4 yr old. Went for the duck ride on sat, guess it was ok, I just like the part where I cld see all the clouds in the sky, on the spore river. Lalalala, going for the hippo tour n dhl balloon this sat I think, after theory duh. Haha, so much for being one of the free-est girl in mg(I really think so). Ok, will end my post here. Goodbye people, and have a good day/wk/month/yr till I post again. [:

1/23/2008 @ 10:24 PM

Whoa. Haven't posted in a long time eh, frm the last post is 20 days liao. Sec 3 life isn't fun anymore! ;[ Hw hw hw hw hw all day long. Sigh. This yr got mid-yr, so must revise like a lot. xP Math is still not ez, and I have min helping me. ^-^ I'm still not tt punctual on hw but at least I'm trying ok. My form teacher thinks I'm some responsible guai toot, and she actually made me NE coordinator, wth. Hai. Friday's lunchbox day! But I dunno what to bring eh. Oh oh! Our math teacher scolded us for being too noisy ytd, n a lot of us cld tell he ren hen jiu le. So today we were really quiet, n he said we now quiet like cemetery. Haha. We tried it on our form, then she said it was really creepy so she asked us to be ourselves. Lol. We're like too extreme liao. xP Ok larrh, look at the time. It's time to sleep! This post is to liven up my blog as it is dead! So there.

1/03/2008 @ 7:23 PM

This greeting is like uber late, but anyway happy new yr people! ^-^ Ok, talk abt sch now. Omg u know how much hw I've got today?!?! It's only the 1st day of formal teaching, gosh if this continues I think I'll really die off this yr ok. The yr's packed enough with obs, sabbaticals, cip, fund-raising, etc etc and if hw is like so much I think the teachers must as well kill me. l; Guess what's my new yr resolution? I just thought of it, heh. It's to go back to being a studious nerd and a uber guai kia. Eh, maybe I can't really be as guai as before larrh but at least I'm trying. Somehow knowing myself(this part at least), I probably wld only keep this up for max 3 mths or sth, I AM tt kind of 三分钟热度 person, so my interest in stuff die off quite soon. i.e. me wanting to learn piano, and me wanting to do housework etc etc. So, maybe I won't be able to like fufill this resolution of mine for long, but I figured being this guai kia/studious nerd I will/might/never be, I can like do well for o levels? And maybe my parents will(I hope...)let me go out with my friends again! I almost typed psle, heh. It's strange, it seems like a while ago I was the senior in pri sch, now I'm like sec 3 and becoming the senior of the sec sch soon too. Maybe when I'm like JC1 I'll say the same thing also, haha. I am in 3m! It's quite a noisy class. xP I am chinese rep, hai. Ok ok, now on to my teachers. [Form: Mrs Lau/Co-form: Mrs Thomsett/Chinese: I dunno her english name, but she is some wang lao shi/EL: Mrs Thomsett/Geog elect: Who else?/Chem: Mrs Lau/Bio: Ms Ng/MEP: eh, same la/A/E Math: Mr Lee/SS: Mrs Raj/PE: finding out tmr...] I dunno what else to type le, I hope tmr won't have much hw. l; O-k then, bye bye. xP

12/24/2007 @ 9:11 PM

In short, merry xmas everyone! ^-^

12/14/2007 @ 7:39 PM

<3 this song loads.

S.H.E- 你最近还好吗
S.H.E《斗牛.要不要》片尾曲

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

你最近还好吗是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

@ 7:39 PM

Hai, I'm sick of this, really sick. Why the hell must I always bring my sister around for her tuition?!?! Ytd I had to specially take mrt with her to tuition then go back ok, today must walk her to the mrt station. Why the hell must I do this?!?! Because I'm her older sister? Hai. I'm really sick lorrh. Is it because I'm 2 yrs older than her means I have to do this? Then can anyone tell me, why the hell am I always going other places alone? If I was a guy, and then since I'm always bringing her here and there and stuff, I can pass off as her hu hua shi zhe le. Hai. If this is all an older sister's responsibility, then I rather not be one, really. I'm sick of giving in to her, always having to do this kind of thing, tolerating her stupid temper, watch her not get scolded for being rude while I always do, watching her able to go out with her friends while I can't. Why the hell do I deserve this kind of treatment? My dad sees me as some investment that he pumps loads of money in and it would give him nth in return, that I'm forever the person who spoils the com(hey, I'm not ok), the naughtiest daughter he has(who's naughtier?!?!). I'm sick ok, really sick. And they always claim they don't like one of us more than the other. HAH, like real. It's damn obvious ok, they like her more. Nobody would prefer an idiot older daughter who wastes money and uses a lot of her parents money to one who is smarter and knows how to talk better and doesn't just shut up about her life. I'm sick, really. Can anyone understand? T-T I'm forever the one getting scolded ok, not her, not the younger cousins. IT'S ALWAYS ME. Even teaching her hw is my responsibility, what? She's so smart already, does she even need me? She says getting my old stuff is bad enough, tell me what's worse, this kind of treatment or getting my old books. My aunt favours her, and scolds me for not being as smart now. WTH? You know how much hell she gave me abt that? I cried for an hr ok, without her seeing. At least I have another aunt who likes me more. I hate this, really, but I can't change anything abt it. Hai. Sry abt this, I really need to vent this freaking anger.

12/07/2007 @ 6:25 PM

Wah, the holidays are so boring. I feel like going back to school eh. I'm having 2 hr piano lessons nxt wk, twice a wk eh. Gosh I'm so going to die. Regarding the choir concert performance, mr choo and esther all say very good orhh! ;] Haha, ting and sum said I was pouting thru out the performance, but am I expected to smile?!?! Wdv. We made a lot of noise though, think the choir teacher was quite unhappy over that. But anyway, we did a great job. xP Gah, got so much theory hw, dying le. Tmr need to go for my cousin's school carnival. Hope it's fun, or I'll be wasting one whole day. But I think it shld be larrh, shld give my fav cousin some support. ;] Been spending my days this wk at my aunt's house, don't have tt many injuries this time, guess rayson's beginning to like me. xP Can't really surf the net here though, only sometimes. I dunno how to do theory!!! Arhh!!!!!! I need help! ;[ Oh ya, I cut my hair btw people, got a frinch now, but my hair's in a mess. The hairdresser dunno cut until like what, so I'm going to get it fixed. I'll be getting back my short short hair again. == Hai, why must I always have that toot hairstyle?! ;[

11/29/2007 @ 3:32 PM

Sry abt the super emo post yesterday. x-X I'm still not very happy today though. xP But i'm not emo today. I had guitar exam today! Had to go to sac(it's at bedok! wth), I woke up at 7.30?!?! Wth. Went out at 8.45, and boarded the super CROWDED(I HATE crowded buses, especially when it's 67)184. Wah,then after the ngee ann bus stop the bus suddenly so empty. == Then I went to clementi to take mrt arhh. From clementi to bedok is 19 stops. I didn't know it'll only take me like 1 hr to reach bedok, so I went out so early. I stood for the whole 19 stops. T-T The mrt was freaking crowded also. I reached bedok at 9.45! I was supposed to report to sac at 11, but I had to take a bus there first, but since i was so early i went to the hawker centre and eat breakfast. [; eat liao buy one cup of soya bean(it cost $1!!! T-T), some more it was hot de eh, I tell her cold one. == Walked to the bus interchange, saw my bus pass me. == Waited and loitered around for 10 over mins, then took the bus. Reached sac at 10.55. Went in for exam soon after, and the steward person keep on ask ask ask weird questions. == Screwed up! Haha, so maybe I'll fail. The first in all of my teacher's students to fail an exam. Sounds cool? xP THe examiner asked me whether I wanted to be called Fion, Lim or Jinyi, lol. Duh fion larrh. Lim?!?! Lol. Refused sherie's offer for a ride to buy lunch for my sister, ran after the bus, got on and my sister smsed me to say she doesn't need lunch anymore. WTH. But anyway, I bought sth frm the hawker centre again, took mrt back to clementi, then realised the thing I bought can be found in clementi. == Oh ya, everybody were like looking at me where ever i went, guess it's cause I was carrying a guitar. All the other people were fetched(duh) so none of them saw any other mgs girl in mgs uniform with a guitar. Ya, guess that's why. Rah, bored now. Dowan talk liao, bye bye.

11/28/2007 @ 3:16 PM

今天突然很想post, 而且使用我最喜欢的语言之一。外面下着雨，天空灰蒙蒙的，其实，我今天心情不好。刚刚跟某位朋友去kap，回来想着她对我说的话，开始反省。想着想着，忽然觉得我活着的这14年来，好像毫无意义，被浪费掉了。

上小学的时候，我剪掉留了满久的长头发，变成蘑菇头。不是自愿的，是被逼的，妈咪说她没时间帮我绑头发。糊里糊涂地进了小学，得了一个很奇怪的外号，过着算是满孤独的一年，没什么朋友，只有3个吧。我到现在还怀疑，我是不是有轻微的自闭症，还是就是太害羞。

二年级那年，我被欺负，如果那算是欺负吧。好朋友被人抢走，从此一个人。那年我学会了一个很重要的东西，就是朋友也有她们自己的朋友，她们不属于你一个人。学会了那一点，从此以后，如果朋友因为要跟别的朋友吃饭而抛下我，我除了觉得有一点难过，也不再介意。

小三那一年，认识了会成为我最好的朋友之一的许婷玉，也有了很多新朋友。虽然不怎么熟，但她们对我也算是满友善的。那一年的生日，在学校度过。同学们得知了，要求老师让她们在回家之前，为我唱一首生日歌。那时，我觉得好害羞，也很开心。我还开始玩neopets。

小四，跟已成为好朋友的婷玉再次同班，也和许多3.3的同学同班。糊里糊涂地过完被老师排斥的那一年，去了露营，然后得知我进了EM1。

小五，数学一落千丈，婷玉也多了一位好朋友，而她却很恨我。那一年，发现自己的华文竟然那么好，考试还全班第二，还跟lina打成平手。过完恨透美琪的一年，发现得和她同班，当时很懊恼。我们却在某位朋友的生日会，为了一件很蠢的小事，从此变成好朋友。

小六了，婷玉在最好的班，我和美琪变得比较亲。那一年我每当心情不好，吃面时会加5汤池的辣椒油，辣死自己。我也认识了ah sum，她在变成我好朋友的几年后，告诉我其实她当时恨我，因为我让别人欺负我。糊里糊涂考完psle，被陈小姐威胁，如果不回mg，她会杀了我。做了一件残忍的事，也第一次看到社会的现实。那一年，我被老师骂到哭了出来，也从此决定不会再在同学面前流泪。Farewell party那一天，还是哭得双眼红肿，甚至还泪流满面地到处安慰别人。决定回mg，也作了一个令我很后悔的决定。

eee，还是不要写了。这个post好像超emo的，读了也有点恶心。我干吗一直讲小学啊？可能是怀旧吧，总之，我现在心情不好。xP

11/22/2007 @ 5:59 PM

I'm finally posting again. Today's post would be abt my future class. Which is 3M'08. Sounds like the best class hah. xP Half of that class is from 2h'07!!! Yay! xD Oh ya, in case you all still don't know, the class lists are out. Go lead>shared workspace and you will see a folder with the name "2008_Sec_3_Class_Lists" go into it and download the adobe document. If you don't have the programme at home, pls tell me so I can help you check. xD And so, if I'm not wrong, my future classroom is the first nearest the canteen, and it's a big classroom with only 29 people in it. xD Yay to the space! Oh well, that's abt all for now. Oh, the list of 2h'07 people in 3m'08(in register order and excluding me): lydia, rachel, eunice, hannah, jade, jaslyn, min, laura, ze, jia, louise, sandra, debra and hui yu. I guess that's abt all then.

10/26/2007 @ 3:27 PM

Felt really blue today, dunno why. Thought the last day of school was supposed to be a happy day, but instead i was sad, tired, sian and really really blue. Oh well, all good things come to an end, this yr is almost over. All the best everyone for nxt yr! I got to say sth. I will miss you all 2h! T-T Thanks dora and jia for your notes, and the rest of you for your hugs. ^-^ Going to copy joy, and write stuff abt all of you 2h-ers. xP Though I can't change the colour, but anyway. And even though i know not many would read this, i still want to write it. xP

abigail-hey. [; thx for mugging stuff with me before the eoys. appreciate it! learn to speak louder k? and be less shy. xP

agnes-you arhh! be less blur larrh! oopsie, have nth else to say...x-X

lydia-haha, one of the "self-proclaimed" princesses of our class. xP thx for talking to me when nobody does, and don't let other people say you're a bimbo! Study hard and prove to them you're not! [;

abby-don't you ever quit guitar! or i'll kill you. thx for letting me go recess with you, haha. really appreciate it. ^-^ work hard k? be a smart woman and "found" a school! Then it can really be cheo drive. [;

cheryl-you arhh! don't always pinch my cheeks can? jia you! thx for always being there when i want to talk, and kai dao-ing me. [;

sarah-it was fun having you in my class for 2 yrs. [; good luck and god bless for nxt yr!

rachel-thx for always being so patient, and for being the mep rap. [; don't always let huiyu bully you! stand up for yourself. xP

dora-thx for that note! i'm not innocent and cute ok. xP hope you get well soon, god bless. thx for coming to me when you're down, feel really honoured. and thx for being our chair! [;

chang-thx for being such a good artist/designer and guiding me in art related stuff. and for the jokes. [;

hoho-hmmm. we aren't really close hah? but nvm, thx for being in my class! [;

eunice-hey! thx for bringing fun to my sec 2 yr, and loads of laughter too. ^-^ thx for being that one before me, and talking to me. [;

grace-so sad you quit guitar! But nvm, take care ok, work hard. thx for scolding me sometimes, when i get on your nerves. thx for letting me in the jelly club! [;

hannah-haha, thx for just being there sometimes, and hitting my back and stuff. xP wish you all the best for nxt yr k? [;

jade-thx for being a bit mad sometimes, and asking me if i wanted to sit there today. hmmm, work hard ok? [;

jaslyn-haha, thx for being a bit sot at times too. and for bullying cheryl sometimes, and talking your lonely old ah ma. [;

jen-thx for just being in my class! though i don't talk to you much. xP all the best no matter are you going to uwc or not. [;

kel-even though you are no longer here, you are still part of 2h'07! thx for laughing abt sandra with me sometimes, and disturbing her with me. xP wish you well in everything you do! [;

min-hey. thx for just being there, and for being in theory. thx for listening to my rambling sometimes, and for all the times you saved me. [;

laura-thx for just talking to me sometimes! and getting stuck in math with me. don't always look so glum ok? [;

chloe-thx for being in 2h! and for being the pe monitress, i know it's not easy. and being high most of the time. [;

rebekah-thx for just being in 2h! [;

ze-thx for being my classmate for 2 yrs. all the best for nxt yr! [;

jia-thx for being my friend, and for everything. thx for the note too, i feel really honoured. [;

lulu-thx for being my mum for a period of time, and for just being there. [; all the best for nxt yr!

li yun-thx for being in my class! and for being in tuition. take care ok? and don't always treat jia ying like that larrh. all the best too! [;

nana-thx for being so nice, and for being in 2h. thank you! [;

mayee-thx for protecting me from cheryl sometimes! and for those fashion tips you gave me, and those times when you just listened. [; i'll miss you!

ah ma-thx for being there! thx for being a great president, and for talking to me when not many people do, and hugging me today, and for smsing me after the math paper! I was so touched you know? [;

cherie-thx for talking to me and for being a part of 2h! thank you! [;

quek-thx for being the person who always makes classes funny! and for your humour! be less gross sometimes ok? x-X and continue to support taiwan dramas, jiro and fahrenheit! jia you! [;

sans-thx for being the "princess", my daughter and for your um blurness and slowness sometimes. and for laughing out loud all the time. [;

debra-thx for helping me in theory most of the time! and for being there. i really appreciate it! [;

xiao ting-though we aren't close, but thx for being so smart! and it's enough just having you around. [;

huiyu-thx for being that august baby! and for being my classmate for 2 yrs. be careful a bit larrh! don't always sprain this, break that. jia you jia you! all the best! [;

bi-thx for being so nice when i sat nxt to you. and for just being a 2h-er! [;

ok, i'm done. thx everybody! [;

10/24/2007 @ 7:13 PM

Ok. Today was a rather horrible day. Got back my report book, my parents are going to kill me ok. The comments got never pass up work again, like that they sure send me to the counseller. == Those who bother to rmbr when i said it, you know. My average only 64.91%?!?! Sigh, I knew I was never smart. xP Got like 6 Bs, 2 Cs and 1 A, but it was a A2. == Guess my CAs suck hah? PULL down my marks. Ok, forget abt the freaking report book. The social etiquette thing was fun I guess, the coach was fun. I got that elgin guy btw. He's funny, oh ya! I looked horrible I guess, my jeans were like oversized. Eee, heck. The meal was like the same one at shatec, if you even went for it last yr. Cream of mushroom soup, chicken and strawberry cake. == but shatec had honeydew. xP Although the food there were done by students and my chicken was HARD. The marriot hotel super cool, did you see their toilet?!?! The sink was so cool. Their drinks are sprayed, and the butter is squeezed out from the thing you squeeze cream from. So cool! After that, followed ze, rachel, sum and huiyu back to mg. I'm happy for sum! ^-^ Went for piano, it sucked. I dunno whether my brain was like malfunctioning or sth, I couldn't even do dotted rhythm. == Have a feeling my teacher like gave up on me liao. Sigh. Then after that I went to the fairprice extra, to meet my aunt and sister. == Mind you, this is not the aunt which likes me a lot and buys me stuff, but the one who likes to force me to eat things I hate and scolded me for dunno how long abt results, and me saying how good I was in primary school(I AM considered very smart liao, compared to my cousins and my sister). == You know what my sister was wearing?!?! A purple shirt over OUR SCHOOL PINAFORE. WTH?!?! Either she's too stupid or she just thinks people wouldn't know. I wonder how many people seen my sister and have a bad impression of us now. Like if you know my sister, she isn't exactly sane. WDV, I don't care. Then I just came home, and started reading the xiao shuo I read like twice before liao. It's still nice, though the element of suprise is gone. Right. That's all. Lame, bad day. Report book day. x-X

10/21/2007 @ 1:50 PM

Lalala. Currently at my aunt's house. Yesterday was a rather horrible day I guess. During theory, ms koh suddenly found all those pages where wasn't marked, and then she started marking them and scolding me like mad. Then somemore say me in front of the whole class abt the jump grade thing. Like WTH?!?! It wasn't even my idea, wo xin zhi du ming I can't jump ok, it's my parents' idea, then scold me for it for what?!?! Sigh. Fine, theory over. Walked to the bus stop, missed two buses, then boarded 74 to go to my aunt's house. Had maggi mee for lunch, went to orchard road at around 4 plus 5? Go there by the mrt duhh. Kind of walked around, and took neoprints with my sister, raynard(they spoil the neos only x-X), rayson and my aunt. Don't have a scanner, so I can't put it up here. Then I went to the marche at hereen, or rather it became vilage for dinner. Became like maid like that, had to keep on ordering food and drinks for raynard and my sister. == and take care of rayson(which isn't a chore). xP Then I had to eat raynard's leftover wedges. But I got myself a crepe with custard inside and a scoop of swiss chocolate ice-cream on top! ^-^ But I only ate abt 7/8 of it, cause if I ate anymore I'll start puking. Then while walking to the mrt to go back, I saw um alexandra wong i think. She started waving, I dunno whether to me but most likely larrh. But I didn't do anything eh. Cause I don't even know her? xP that was really weird lorrh, but anyway. My sister got a new phone(sony ericsson w850i) and baby blue braces. Eww. Oh wdv, bye.

10/19/2007 @ 8:42 PM

I got into 8 subject. Like duh, I knew I wouldn't make it to 9 subject. If I could, everyone would. ^-^ Ok, so, I failed history by a freaking 1 mark. 13 out of 35 of 2H qualified for 9 subject. WELL DONE! Even though compared to M and E it's not exactly good, but it's REALLY VERY GOOD LE! Jia you for nxt yr ok? It's going to be tough. I've decided to take bio, and half geog. Should I take A math? Maybe, but my math is so lan. Anyone who wants to object, feel free to tag. But please, don't spam? xP

10/09/2007 @ 11:28 AM

Ok. I'm screwed. Know why? I messed up my unseen poetry, like really. Was it supposed to be a grandfather clock?!?! Now that I think abt it, seems like it, but I didn't put it in my answer!!! Arhh!!! Almost died just now, my throat was so blocked with phelgm, I was spending my time trying to clear it, yet I didn't dare make noise cause later disturb my classmates. So I was practically choking on my phelgm. Yeah, then my nose was blocked too, so I didn't dare blow my nose either. So I had to struggle thru 1hr and 40mins of that. And I felt really sleepy during the paper, guess that's cause I woke up at 9.30 yesterday? I'm screwed, REALLY screwed. But at least it's chinese tomorrow. ^-^ Need not study, hehe. Just hope my ears won't be blocked tomorrow, or later listening cannot get full marks. Ok, I know this post is getting a bit too far, so bye bye. Good luck and all the best for chinese tomorrow.

10/08/2007 @ 10:28 AM

Ok. As you all should have noticed, I didn't come to school today. At home now, finished my breakfast, ate my medicine, listening to the music from someone's blog. Now, the reason why I didn't come today is NOT as my mother believes that I'm scared of the freaking math paper and I don't want to do it that's why I'm ponning school. WRONG! I can't even talk now ok, I 90% lost my voice. And my stupid throat was so freaking pain when I woke up at 6.30. So, with that kind of pain I doubt I can even concentrate so I just went back to sleep lorrh. Slept at 10.30pm yesterday, woke up at 9.30am today. Haha, first time I sleep for 11 hours on a school day, and the first time I had a filling breakfast on a school day too. Sigh, I'm sure you all are doing the 2nd math paper now. All the best! Though it's a little too late. Ok, I'm going to study lit now, but just because I'm at home doesn't mean that I can score better, cause as everyone knows, I, Fion Lim Jinyi, am not a very bright girl. Bet I messed up my grammar somewhere in this post, but anyway. Bleh, I rather be in school now ok, and fail that freak paper then have no voice. Sigh. Hope no one else falls sick. Ok, gtg study lit. Bye!

10/07/2007 @ 5:04 PM

SIGH. I'm down with er flu, sore throat and cough i guess. I sound like shit now, like some guy. == yeah, so I got a mc for tomorrow, but I'll see if I'm mentally fit enough tomorrow morning. AND how can my mum think that I'm getting a mc so that I can pon the stupid math paper? Sigh. I really don't feel like going to school, but as there's an exam tomorrow, I might. Then you people better stay away from me cause later I spread to you all. I don't want that to happen, that's one of the reasons I don't want to go to school. BUT, will they use the 40% to change into 100%? Or let me take the exam later? Cause my mum is really worried about this, and I dunno the answer.

Pros of NOT taking the math paper.
-I can rest properly at home
-I can study for lit properly
-I can don't use my brain much
-I can recover faster
-I wouldn't fail math if they use the 40%

Cons of going to school and TAKING the freak math paper
-if I fail it, I'll fail my overall
-I wouldn't be able to concentrate cause I'm sick
-I wouldn't be able to think clearly(which results in me failing...)
-I would/might spread my flu, cough and sore throat to all of you
-my medicine makes me drowsy, so I might fall asleep halfway and pass up a half blank paper(which I will fail.)

So should I go to school a not? x-X

10/03/2007 @ 3:28 PM

Bleh. I think I might have to stay back a yr. Geog was so freaking hard, mep also. Sigh. Chinese and english compo was ok i guess. Cancelled piano today, then teacher don't want to replace for me cause she say she won't tolerate this anymore. SIGH. The HE girls get to go home at 10, i only can go home at 1.30. Shit larrh. Hope I won't have to stay back one yr, or i think i really can die. 7 days to freedom, lunch at kap and piano lesson. ==

9/28/2007 @ 5:03 PM

Wee! My 90th post. Here today to post the pics i took on the photo booth on the imac com in school. IT'S SO COOL! ^-^

I did the 2, jia did the 1 and grace did the 3. We used the mirror effect, hehe.

Took this last week, with abby. Oni looks like shit. ^~^

HEHE. I'm sure you can't identify who is who. Jia, abby, grace, a bit of esther and oni were in this picture. Is my grammar correct? LOL.

Cool? Mirror effect again. Oni looks kind of conjoined. Hey look everyone! Oni got a twin! == that was so lame...

Jia's, grace's and my fingers. ^-^

From the top: Grace's hand, jia's then mine. We only used one hand btw.

Jia and Abby! Comic book heroes! HEHE.

Meet Jia Jia and Hui Hui. Both of them are twins. The names were chosen by jia. ><

xP Oni always looks awful in pictures.

Look at Jia's pen! Oni's head almost got into the twirl, haha, that's why her face looks extremely fat. xP

Hehe. Oni and Jia. Guess who is who?

BLEH. Oni looks so freaking fat.

Wee! Jia and oni, with jia's geog notes, grace's fingers and a very weird looking oni. ><

Ok, I'm done. Loads of pictures here, haha. 14 in all. xP BYE! I'm going to study for the whole day tomorrow, so DON'T DISTURB ME! ><

9/27/2007 @ 3:30 PM

I took the WHAT'S YOUR INNER AGE? quiz yesterday. Guess what? My inner age is 21!!! Very old eh, haha. BIG difference from my real age. AND GUESS WHAT WAS MY SISTER'S???? 7!!!OMG.

9/25/2007 @ 5:44 PM

Lame quizes again. ==

What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:

Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive
Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected
Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

My inner colour is blue also eh! ^-^

You Are a Pegasus

You are a perfectionist, with an eye for beauty.
You know how to live a good life - and you rarely deviate from your good taste.
While you aren't outgoing, you have excellent social skills.
People both admire you - and feel very comfortable around you.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

o-O Pegasus, cool!

You Are An Introvert!

You're not necessarily anti-social, but you do tend to need a lot of alone time.
You tend to think before you talk, which doesn't make you the loudest person in the room.
While you aren't outgoing, you are a good listener - and you tend to be a loyal friend.
And you enjoy your friends as much as any extrovert does, in smaller doses.
You're more of a conversation over dinner type than a party animal... and so are all your friends.

Are You An Extroverted or Introverted Girl?

Hehehe, if it said i was an extrovert then I think all the quizes there are fake.

9/24/2007 @ 3:49 PM

Was reading thru my previous posts yesterday, and discovered that they are really lame. == Had quite an unlucky weekend I would say, now arhh 遍体鳞伤. Sigh.

Saturday.
Went for theory as usual, did quite a lot of my hw eh, quite proud of myself. ^-^ Ms Koh was in a good mood I guess, she didn't scold us eh! But practical results came, and then she was i think in a way suaning me during lesson. T-T Wah. Took 74 to amk hub after that and bought a nice cute dog phushie for lynn, walked to my aunt's house, had blisters, so i was limping. I ate lunch, then decided to go downstairs with my aunt, cousins and my sister to watch them swim. I was kinda bored, so I took this picture. AND I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT LIZ AND SUM SAID ABT THAT PHOTO. THEY SAID IT LOOKED LIKE A MAN WAS STANDING UNDER THE TREE KISSING SOME SHORT SHORT GIRL OR THE TREE. LIKE WTH?!?! Firstly, I would like to say that I was the only person in the picture, and i WASN'T kissing the tree or some guy. Ok, here's the pic. Btw, if you want to tag and say it really looks like some guy is kissing a girl or the tree then please don't tag, or I'll just kill you. ^-^

Ya, so after that I went to sit next to the pool and some boy jumped in right in front of me, so YA. I GOT WET. == Then I went cycling with my cousin's cousin, and almost crashed into him twice. == When it was abt time to cut the cake, my sister asked my grandma to tie up her hair, she looked like a dog. Even she said so, so here's the picture of my sister looking like a dog.

Hai, she damn lame sia. ==
Then I was tired, so i went to sleep on raynard's bed, lynn was on it, so i just shared the bed with her larrh. I know it sounds wrong larrh ok, but just take it literally. I woke up, and I looked into the mirror, and there was this red red patch on my forehead. It still hurts ok. I was playing with Gene, play play play then I tripped over Rayson, Gene landed on the sofa, and my chin, landed on his hip bone. Very pain ok, I felt like my jaw was dislocated or sth. So I went there happily for a bday celebration and came back with many many new injuries. Hahaha.

Sunday.
I woke up, then started studying history. I was really tired, so I kind of half studied on my bed. xP Lunch, was feeling lazy so I didn't go out. I had maggi mee instead, after lunch I continued studying, this time I tried to do the math paper, followed by revise geog. At 5 plus I went out to daily scoop for ice-cream, came back and continued to revise geog. Then I felt feverish and didn't want to go out for dinner, so i ate the leftovers from lunch. Turned on the com, used it for a while. Still felt feverish. Then I went to bed. Bleh, sunday is so boring. x-X

9/18/2007 @ 4:30 PM

Whoa. After today, my mind is officially corrupted. Don't ask who, but shuo lai shuo qu dou shi na ge si bio chapter de cuo larrh! Hmph. I started writing a diary since yesterday, when i wan to write chinese, then write chinese, if not english lorrh. xP Somemore of those lame quizes...

Your Mouth is a Little Big

You're not a total tell all, but you don't hide who you are either.
You've struck a good balance between discretion and sharing.
People know you fairly well, at least on a superficial level.
But you save your most revealing secrets for your best friend... or no one!

Do You Have a Big Mouth?

You Are an Excellent Cook

You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning.
It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire...

Are You A Good Cook?

Aww. I shouldn't have taken up mep.

Your Superpower Should Be Mind Reading

You are brilliant, insightful, and intuitive.
You understand people better than they would like to be understood.
Highly sensitive, you are good at putting together seemingly irrelevant details.
You figure out what's going on before anyone knows that anything is going on!

Why you would be a good superhero: You don't care what people think, and you'd do whatever needed to be done

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Feeling even more isolated than you do now

What Should Your Superpower Be?

o-O Mayee, here's your answer.

You Are 53% Perfectionist

No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect.
Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!

Are You a Perfectionist?

Virgo what. xP

You Are Very Mature

Even though you may not always feel like it, you're a full fledged adult.

And while everyone should be as mature as you, most people aren't!

Are You Immature?

Really?!?!

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.

You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

Wahahahaha. People actually think i'm the younger sister...

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.

You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.

If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.

You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What Color Girl Are You?

Hmmm. Blue. Eh...kind and open heart?

9/15/2007 @ 9:45 AM

I'm finally posting. Haha, there's no theory today, that's why. So I don't have to wake up at 8.30 and then spend abt 3 hrs doing theory, bathing, and eating my breakfast. My birthday was kind of fun, except i injured my toes, and they look horrible. But now they're better, and it doesn't look as gross. Been helping my dear dear friend-sum for many days le. Haha, don't mind it actually, dunno why she always feel so bad. I was locked out of my house for um abt 1 1/2 hrs yesterday. Well, firstly I couldn't find my keys, then I stayed at sum's house for TOO long, so my sister wasn't home when I reached. Then she had tuition from 5-7, so I arrived at home at around 5.45? Ya. I was like sleeping at my doorstep, wth. Haha. Guess I better start revising for eoys, or it'll be too late and then I probably have to transfer school or sth cause my results so bad. Had fun holding goldie yesterday, sum's dog larrh. The very small and cute long-haired chihwahwa. It's pouring outside now...lalalala. xP

Goldie, on sum's lap.

My toe(1)

My toe(2)

I took this. So CUTE!!!!